Saturday, November 25, 2006

the one i look for... ?

general looking ... include the minimum sense of dressing?
smart! that must be sure.... at least able to "pretend independent" in front of me ~ ha
internally strong, confident and bright personality.

certainly, will be better if hv the below stuff la.. XDDDD

long and curel hair... interests in books, volunteer services, films, drama, musics shows....
good cooking skills...



is the requirement too mean for me and others?

U-turn.

Finally, the path seems... is going to have an end soon.

not sth new... the same old problem which appear about 2-3 times each year...
"is it really worthy to stay and withstand?" im really not sure...
mayb others are right... i just know wt i dun want rather than the real need. and mayb i will be proved that i am so stupid to give up now, which the current one is already the most suitable for me ever. i really duno.

or am i only deny to admit?

i knew the matter will go on unless i cheat myself perfectly for more than 200months.
i knew i will need it 10 years later but not enjoy the period before it.

the only concern is just "am i giving up my only chance?"
what if i dont? will i regret later?

mayb its really idiot to think before~ just, seem decided.
good luck to me.

Monday, May 01, 2006

More than that.

Using here doesnt mean i had given up my xanga.
Just... i need some more "safe" places to release some "heavy" stuff.

thanks for the chat, my dear rubbish bin.
at least, i m recharged to start the journey again.
not the easy way, and mayb i need to clear myself again soon
but, i knew whos the one i want and i need.

mayb, i should watch "what women want" again ba ~? kakaka

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Well, just for message here.